Happy Halloween

Oh no, it's devil's night I'm scared, hold me closer.

Alright so halloween is in effect. I haven't really been in the spirit this year, I've gone to 2 halloween attractions with a cute blonde, and that's been about it. I haven'teven got to work the haunted house this year due to me working at Media Play most of the time.

Speaking of Media Play, we're in the middle of a little remodel. It's looking really nice now though. We now carry a lot more toys, and we're getting in new electronics like ipods!!! Even though I already have one, it's still exciting.

In other news, my work is quickly becoming like high school. The girls are quick to gossip when they get bored. They had a little poll and voted on the cutest guys in the store. I tied for 1st. It isn't much, but my self esteem could use a boost like that every now and then.

Ah, such is life. Later children.

"I got a twenty-dollar bill that says no one's ever seen you without makeup.
You're always made up.
And I'm sick of your tattoos,
and the way you always criticize the Smiths... and Morrissey.
And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic.
But when I say let's keep in touch,
I really mean I wish that you'd grow up.
This is the first song for your mixtape.
It's short just like your temper,
but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got to cool..."

Lost

up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, b, a.

Ah the good old Konami code. Too bad that doesn't help when your lost in a corn field. Yup, I went through the corn maze out in Coronna last night. It was really fun, but I did end up getting lost in a corn field with a girl. Ya take to many right turns and you end up in a circle somehow. We ended up finding the exit to the maze while looking for the last checkpoint which was kind of weird because we only had kind of an idea where we were at, but it was good times getting lost.

America....F*ck Yeah!

Really bored, so here's a speech on an important life lesson.


"There are three kinds of people: dicks, pussies and assholes. Pussies think everyone can get along and dicks just want to fuck all the time without thinkin' it through. But then you got your assholes, Chuck. And all the assholes want is to shit all over everything. So pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while because... pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes, Chuck! And if they didn't fuck the assholes, you know what you'd get?? You'd get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit!!"

An Update?? Bullshit!

Ahh, where does the time go? Alright so, this week was fun. I repeatedly hit the bar. Which is always a good time. My friend RJ came in from Idaho for a funeral, sad circumstances to come back to , but we hit the bar anyway. My birthday was a general success, I got a nice set of poker chips, which makes me want to start up a poker game again, anyone interested should just drop me a line because poker kicks ass, and playing with myself isn't as fun as playing with other people. Yes, I realize what I just said.

I'm also on a new music kick lately, I've bought a couple cds from groups I've never heard of before. One of them was Dead Poetic and I'm really glad I got it because it kicks ass. There's also a few other cds I bought but there names escape me right now. Anyway, I'm outtie.

"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about

When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember but I know that I can't go back

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

F*ck A Plan, I've Got...Another Plan!

So, since my birthday is this tuesday, and I've decided that I'm not gonna be home on my birthday this year, I'm probably gonna hit the "Coast"(formally known as the Watering Trough). I think it's grand opening is this weekend. All I know is that one of my friends is DJing on Tuesday night, and it'll be something to do. Only problem is that it's 21 and up. So, if you're over 21, welcome to join me there.

:/

"Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause it's all you can be
You're a drunk and you're scared
It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free"

I have such a clear mind and understanding of everything at 2:41 in the morning. I realize what everything I feel means and how feeling the exact opposite would be much better, but no, even though my mind and logic tell me one thing, my heart is a fucking retard. And it's not just your everyday retard, it's that one that sits in a wheel chair and can maybe get out one word. So, therefore being shot in the heart might be a better feeling because if I go through anymore of this, I'm not gonna have much of a heart left.

It's not even anyone's fault either, my brain knows this, my brain is fully over it all, but it's that retarded heart just fucking with me. The thing is I don't want a relationship of any kind with anyone. I'm just not into the whole relationship thing right now, as fun as they can be, I can't see myself with anyone I've every met at this point in time. So, that better mean, I'll meet a girl someday, that I can fall in love with and maybe even marry.

I'm listening to Brand New, and it's really taking down my high and making me think. I'll think later.

I turn 22 tuesday. Damn right.

I had more to say, but I don't need to share it with the rest of the world, it'll be my little secret to myself.

I'm not gonna do what everyone thinks I'm gonna do, which is just flip out man!

Yeah, it's kinda like that.

I had a good time last night just hanging out zoning out on Shane's couch, because that's pretty much the only thing I felt like doing at the time. After a few shots of Liquid Cocaine and a few other substances, I was pretty happy. That'd be the best way to describe it, just straight up happy. Ahh, good times...good times. I'm off to work now, where I know I probably won't be too happy, but such is life.