God Is Speaking...And My Mail Box Is Listening

Ok, so when I got home last night I notice something was different.

There was something duct taped to my mail box. So, me being a little curious I walked up to my mail box and inspected this thing. Upon reaching it, I saw that it was a flyer.
"Well, this is a little weird." I thought to myself, but then I picked up the flyer and saw that it was an ad for a church. Hmmm. Since when do churchs other than those freaking Jova Witnesses start trying to recruit at home??? I know those freaking TV people are one thing, but come on, ducting taping flyers to mail boxes?? couldn't ya just put it in the mail box?? Would it be that hard?? Or ya know, mail it out, like normal people do??

Go sell crazy somewhere else, we're all stocked up here!!

Who Knows

I've been renting a lot of movies lately. Most of them have been fairly good, but really really sad.

Today I watched Mystic River. It won a lot of Academy Awards for the acting in it, so I expected it to be decent. It ended up being really good, but there's not one good thing in it. It's all a series of sad events and nothing happy comes from it, it's not like American Beauty where there's at least some humor to the sadness of the people, this movie is just sad.

Yesterday I watched Secret Window. Once again a really good movie. Probably the best Stephen King movie second to Green Mile. The acting was of course good becuase of Johnny Depp who can carry I movie single handly if he needed to, and of course it had Jesus in it. Not like the real Jesus or even the Jesus from Mel Gibson's box office tanker "The Passion", but ya know JESUS! from "The Big Lebowski"! And nobody fucks with Jesus. So, it had to be a good movie.

And I've been sucked into playing the Lotto lately. I know it's stupid and the chances of winning are terrible, but it's still fun to dream and I have a lot of dreams.

Things that make you Say Hmmmmmm...

I have no real update or anything. Lately I've been plotting out business ventures. I'm trying to get my mom to write a self-help book. I figure since she doesn't want to work at a place anymore the least she can do is make some money off her pain. And her therapist makes her write so much crap out anyway, it wouldn't be that hard to turn in into a book. And let's face it, people eat that inspirational stuff up.

I just want to do something. I hate working, but I love money, what's wrong with that?? Nothing, except for the fact that we all have to work for money. It sucks. And since I really hate taking orders from people, I really wanna to run my business. I've had my many ideas over the years, like my dinosaur themed pizza resturant (copyright pending. And it was my idea Lindsey!!!), to my video game store, which is stupid because video game sales are rarely up for some reason the whole industry is trending down, to my latest venture which I hope will someday become a reality, my own club, which I someday wish to open where the Golden Glow currently loses money.

My only problem with not opening any of those things. I don't have the funds, and I doubt banks wanna play ball with a 21 year old undergrad like myself. Hence my desire for a business degree and my second desire to get a degree in psychology. I just wanna fuck with people's minds, but in a good way, a profitable way.

So, if anyone has like, I don't know $300,000 just sitting around the house and needs to find a good home for it, ya know where to find me.

Life Plan For The Future

In No Particluar Order:

Finish College.

Own Business.

Find Love with someone I can have a relationship with.

Get Married.

Have many kids (a long, long time from now).

Become a Millionaire.

Live comfortably for the rest of my life without working.

Move to Chicago.

Have homesteads in D.C. and New York.

Buy a monkey.

Have a band that actually practices.

Grow old with the person I love.

Not Goto Hell.

Cocaine Is A Helluva Drug

It is 5:30. And I still don't feel good. After an earlier discussion about last night today, I feel worse. I'm confused. My head hurts, And I honestly don't know what to do to make everything right. In fact I'm not sure what's right, or if there even is a right way at all. Hopefully I'll be able to get everything sorted out soon and hope that everything happens for the best, either way, I don't know what to do.

YAY!!!! NOOO!!! Pt. 2

I just won tickets to an advanced screening of Dodgeball. Once again, I have to work.

Arrghh. To hell with work.

Whatever Happened.

I am never drinking again.


Shane, dude. I'm sorry I threw up like everwhere including on myself.

Thank you Mari for coming to pick me up at 4:30, it is really appreciated.

I don't remember the majority of last night. All I know is that my car is at Shane's house, and I was pretty fucked up.

My parents aren't even upset with me. I told the story to both of them and all they could do was laugh and say, "Well at least you learned."

Ok, I'm off to cure a hangover, so good-bye.

Huh? Uhh?

I'm tired. I have a headache. I don't want to do anything. I got home a 4am. I think I have a hangover. That basically sums up my day so far.

Fahrenheit 9/11 comes out June 25. I plan on seeing it. You should to because it's gonna be freaking awesome. Unless your a bush supporter then you probably won't like it.

Oh, and in regards to my last post, just to clear things up. I don't want anyone to die in a car crash. Don't take all the song lyrics literal. I know it's a mean song, but I'm not that mean.

Uhh Huh.

Ok, I had one beer but I didn't eat a damn thing today, and I'm being literal, I didn't eat a damned thing today. So, right now I'm a little buzzing.

Dammit. I've had a few revalations today within like the last 4 hours. Not only, did I have them, but I made sense of them. My life seems so clear to me now. I realize what me feelings are, and why they are what they are. I understand if you don't understand what I understand. But, I had a nice little discussion of the heart with Nick and I was able to get out my thoughts, and to me they made sense. The last time I had a disscussion like this was when Mark and I were talking about inspiration for our music. And everything makes sense to me. And because I was listening to Brand New at the time, it helped flesh out what I was feeling. So, you can check out my Music Mood to feel my angst.

Pissed off Pistons...Or...How I learned to love four swords.

Legend of Zelda- Favortie Game Series Ever.

4-Player Gamecube-GBA Connectivity- An entertaining new way to play games.

But both at the same time???

Playing Zelda with 3 other people for the first time is an event that should be cherished. It's like popping your first cherry, but without that weird moment right after. To see 4 Links on screen helping one another, and then within the same instant picking another one of those Links up and chucking him into a pit just because you can. It's what greatness is made of.

On the other hand.

Watching the Pistons blow it within the last 10 seconds of the championship game is not cool.

It was kinda weird last night. Sitting at Nick's house watching the Pistons with Nick and Joe. If there were 2 people I'd never think I'd be watching a sprting event with, it'd be them. But we were all kinda into the game. Until that rape trial guy, will refer to him as "Kobe", just had to ruin the game within the last few seconds. Arrggghhh I say Arrgghhh. I know I haven't been watching all year, but that's because those games weren't really important. These games are just more entertaining because something is at stake, and it's fun to watch.

Also on a totally none related note. Lately I've found myself, slowly slipping back into my Neve Campbell phase. For those of you that don't know, sometime in middle school I think, I went through this thing where I had to watch "Party Of Five" every week and I would consantly watch Neve Campbell movies. I think it's just because she's got that girl next door thing going on.

San Dimas High School Football Rules!!

YAY!!! NOOO!!!!!!

I just won tickets to see "The Terminal" tomorrow night at Cinema Hollywood. Problem is about an hour before I won the tickets, I got a call from work asking me if I can come in tomorrow instead of thursday. Damn you irony, you heartless bitch.

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Eh, I got nothin. I'm bored. About to goto work.

I saw the new Harry Potter movie recently. Twas good. It put me in the reading mood. So, even though I have book 5 here and I'm half way through it already. I needed to finish book 4. I was a couple of chapters from finishing last year, but I left it in a hotel romm to never be seen again. So, I picked it up at work yesterday for 2 bits and I finished it this morning. It was good.

That's about everything. Go Pistons!!

Question??

Jake: So, can ya hook me up with any girls around here that aren't bitches??

Me: Dude, if I found a girl like that, I wouldn't be single right now.

Yeah, life is kinda like that.