I really need to update. Yeah, I should do that sometime.....I'll make a note of it.

Ok, I just got back from "Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind". Which is probably Jim Carrey's best serious movie, and I must say it's the best film he's been in period. Even though he did a really good job. I was much more intrigued by Kate Winslet's character, because not only she is freaking beautiful, but also because her use of words really knocked me to the floor because they bring my memory back to someone. And I can some it all up with the use of 2 words "repugnant" and "pegged". It was kinda scary, because I've compared this person to Kate Winslet a couple of times before, but never has it been quite like this.

And in other news. Josh's new car sucks ass. If you turn it off, do not expect it to turn back on. First at the Texan we couldn't get the key postioned right. And then after we got pulled over by a cop, we had to flag the cop down and get a jump. Oh yea, about the cop, since Josh just got this car, the plates haven't been switched over yet, so the cop thought we had stolen plates till Josh explained that he just got the car. It was interesting to say the least.

You think you know, but you have no idea....So Fuck Off!

I just got back from the Trough. It was interesting to say the least. One guy I hadn't seen in a while was drunk and started humping my shoulder, which isn't really something new for me since, ya know the guys I hang out with like humping other guys in a hetrosexual way. And some girl the works at the Vu said that Gavin and I make a good couple, which brought up some feeling of the Gavin head o'hair and some gay talk. Once again for some reason, nothing out of the ordinary there. Oh, and I like girls!!!!!!! Girls are hot. I want to drive my car into their garages. All of them!!! Ok. I feel better now. And remember the taco bell motto. "Think outside the bun" eat a taco...or take a hot dog and throw away the bun, so all you have left is a weenier. Why is food so sexual??? Perverts.....

Alright, I know I'm the man. No seriously you can admit it, it's ok, I had trouble with it at first too, but some how I have to live with me. I'm the man. So since, I'm the man I need a name that demands the respect of the man! So you can call me PINKY!!! Noo, that name sucks. Ok, You can call me The Dude. No that one's already taken dammit. Ok Ok Ok I got it.....Sir Randy Of Media Play. Nah that's gay. So, ok it's offical just call me Randy, bitch! And if you call me "Randy bitch" I'm gona have to smack ya, cause that's how Randy bitch opperates. I mean how Randy opperates. Shut Up! before I come through this computer and smack you!!!! You don't want that and neither do I(quick finish the song!-I don't want to flip when I see you with guys
Too much pride, between you and I,Not a jealous man, but females lie). Ok Now Randy Says STOP Reading This Post. Right Now!!!!






You Didn't Listen To Randy, you kept reading, Randy will now come to your house and slap you just out of spite........Biotch!

Since the Kingdom Hearts song is so kick ass. And it has a certain feeling that I'm into right now. I've decided to share it with ya'll.

Simple and Clean(Righ click and save as...)

Alright, I've become an addict. I'm addicted to an internet cartoon. Red Vs. Blue is freakin awesome. It took the Halo game engine and made a kick ass cartoon out of it. I'm working on downloading them and burning them onto DVD. Hopefully, I will be able to do so.

Also, I've been sick of a lor of shit lately, but I'm not gonna bother ya'll with that shit because I realize it's boring and nobody wants to hear me go on and on about stuff that only concerns a few, so fuck it.

But I am Holier Than Thou...That means better than you......As long as we all understand this we'll get along fine.


Oh yeah, my math professor is a freakin retard. I don't even see why I go to class because he just assumes we know how to do all this shit anyway, so he goes through an example once and then moves on to something else. But since he's boring and I day dream about becoming the President, I'm half way through my White House Scandal when I realize that he's started another problem and I should probably write down everything I missed.

Eh, such is life. I just can't wait till my life gets back to good. I just wish I knew what back to good was though, and if God does exist, I wish he'd throw me a freakin bone here, because I can only deal with so much.

Ok, after a battle of over a year with Kingdom Hearts, I finally got around to beating it. It had become as obsession of mine as of late. And I must admit I actually cried during the end sequence of the game. It's sad, what can I say, and I worked so freakin long just to see it. IT was beautiful. And the end song is really good, so I had to download it. But I'm gonna now have to wait months and months hoping that Kingdom Hearts 2 will be out around this Christmas. If my track record doesn't improve, I won't have that game beat until 2006. Arrgh. I hate not finishing games!!!!! But, when there's just so many good ones out there it's rough. Well, I must now go and sit in the corner waiting for Kingdom Hearts 2 to come out, I think I'll be there a while....

My sister has just recently posted Engagement Photos of her and her future husband. You can see those 2 dorky kids here.

Personally, I think she's hidding a pregenancy in the pictures and it's a shotgun wedding. But hey what do I know? I'm just the brother that isn't a little crazy.

Starsky and Hutch ticket-$7.50.

Gas to get to theater-$5.00

Shane giving a loud "Hell Yeah" whenever a hot girl was on screen-Priceless

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I seem to be writing daily posts about nothing. It's like I wanna say something, but I don't have a way to explain it. Eh, I don't know.

I watch sappy movies and get depressed about the current status of my life. I know it'll get better sometime, but I'm gonna have to be the one to step up and start making things happen for me. It seems all I do is work, and sleep, with rarely anytime to do anything in between. I hit the bi-weekly poker game and that's always fun, but I like to gamble so that's a given. It seems as the kareoke night has moved from RJs on Bay to The Watering Trough on Wednesday nights, so I'll try to get over there because Mark is trying his damnedest to get me out there.

Over than that stuff I've been trying to hang out with more people as of late. I hadn't hung out with Nick and Joe and them in the longest time so it felt good to see them the other night, whatever night that was because I can't remember right now. But I'm beginning to realize, in High School I always talked to girls and my few guy friends, but after I started exclusively dating, I really only had my few guy friends and people that I'd just talk to occasionally. My only true friends, are the ones I still have. You know who you are obviously. You're the people that I actually attempt to hang out with, I know plans don't always happen, but at least the effort is there.

Well, I have friends, but I wish I had love. I just love the feeling. And I really need to get away from this boring life situation. I realize that I'll never find another person like Lindsey, that's because there is no one like Lindsey, she's definately one of a kind. But I would at least like to meet someone else I can connect with.

Alright I've laid enough on ya, and if you're actually still reading this, you're cool.

Ok, I took that little Test The Nation thing on Fox tonight. And I have an IQ of 116. Which means I'm above average. So, I'm smarter than you. HAHAHA!!! Hopefully.......ya damn smart bastards.

Alright ya'll, I'm watching The Tonight Show right now, and one of the stars on tonight happens to be Christina Ricci, Yes. Christina Ricci. Who for some reason tonight seems as dumb as a freaking rock tonight!!! She keeps changing the pitch of her voice as she talks and doesn't seem to know where exactly she is. I mean don't get me wrong, she's still freakin hot and I most definately would, but talking to her seems like it'd be talking to a brunette version of Jessica Simpson. It's kinda weirding me out.

I had another dream......

I was walking down a long hallway. (I guess I do a lot of walking in my dreams. ) The hallway was empty to say the least. THere were doors along the walls, kinda like the ones you'd see in the Matrix. Well, this hallway didn't seem to end. It just kept going, and going, and going, well, you get the picture. So, I kept walking down this hall, until finally, I saw an open door. I walked toward but, it seemed as if I could never each it. The closer I moved toward it the further it moved away. Suddenly, I heard a voice from behind a door. It wasn't a voice I recognized. It was saying something but I couldn't quite understand what it was. I heard another voice from the same door. This voice I recognized, it was an angry voice. It was my voice. The hallway then went black, I couldn't see a thing. Footsteps could be heard behind me, and they were coming closer. The lights came back on, and I saw the person making the steps. It was a little girl dressed all in white. But her hands were covered in blood.

It was there that I woke up because that was just to weird to deal with. So fuck it.

There's a new Blue Man Group Vmusic video out that is kinda mocking the new trend of videos occuring in diners. So, here's the link, enjoy:

Blue Man Group-I Feel Love

Since, Nick is begging for someone else to do a list like this. I'm gonna do one because I'm not feeling to creative right now, and don't feel like making up a topic, So here is what I'm listening to right now:

1. Dave Matthews Band- Halloween
2. System Of A Down- Aerials
3. Disturbed- Droppin' Plates
4.The Neptunes- Half-Steering
5. Method Man-Know Your Role
6. System Of A Down- X
7. OutKast- Bust
8. Marilyn Manson- The Fall Of Adam
9. Marilyn Manson- Better if Two Evils
10. N.E.R.D- She Wants To Move
11. Blue Man Group- Tension 2
12. Staind- Suffer
13. Eminem- My Fault
14. Disturbed- Mistress
15. Neptunes Ft. Ludacris- IT Wasn't Us
16. Dave Matthews Band- When the World ENds
17. Dave Matthews Band- Everyday
18. Blue Man Group- Drumbone
19. OutKast- Take off Your Cool
20. MIchelle Branch- Are You Happy Now?
21. Disturbed- Rise
22. Blondie- Atomic
23. Justin Timberlake- Last Night
24. System Of A Down- Deer Dance
25. Cold Play- The Scientist

Those are the first randon 25 that came up in my collection. So, you should do that too!!

Dear God,

Hi it's me here again. God, I'll get right to the point.....Why the hell did you make people so freakin stupid??? Day in and day out the stupidity of the masses is astounding. Not only do people knowing do stupid things, they get upset over the dumbest little things. I'm not gonna go into detail or anything, but it's ridiculous. I can't even believe what people get stressed about now a days. One of the things that led this cause for stupidity is TV Shows. For example, we have 5 or 6 court shows in syndication right now that show people getting all frustrated with others over the dumbest things. And sometimes, even the Judges agree with me.

I'm not saying that their bad people God. But if some kind of disaster*cough*miracle*cough* happened, and all these stupid people just ended up on an Island with just food and water. I don't think I'd miss them.

Sincerely,
Bizz

P.S.Good work on life, and the universe and all. I'm a big fan.

Things seem to be looking a little different around here now don't they??

I had a dream!!!!

I was walking down some random street in a normal cityscape, and saw an oldman sitting there with an empty can in his hand. his hair was long and gray, kind of stringy. He had a long gray beard that went down to his chest. His coat was made of an old wool and he was wearing some tatteed jeans, sandles, and on his hands he had gloves with no fingertips.

It looked as if the man was sleeping on the side of the street. A sat on a bench of a nearby park, and just watched this oldman. People would walk by him, see his empty can, and just ignore him.

I watched as an old couple walked by the man, the couple scuffed some dirt at him, but he did nothing. Just sat there.

The man hadn't moved the entire time I watched him. People would just ignore him, or look down on him. No one attempted to put any money in the can or anything.

I walked over to the man, and put a dollar in his can. He didn't make a move, a noise, or anything.

I examined him further, attempting to talk to him. I yelled out, "Hey man! " Once again he didn't move or anything.

I nudged his shoulder and he fell over onto his side. Now the man just lay there. Still not moving.

People started crowding around at this point to see what was happening. I checked the man's pulse, there was no pulse. The man was dead.

People started pulling out their cell phones. Some called the police to come help. Others called their friends to explain to tell what had happened.

I stayed and told the police what had happened. No one was sure of the cause of death at the time, but many were guessing starvation.

As I walked away I had to wonder how long that man had sat there dead. Could it have been more than a day? Would anyone have noticed him if I hadn't?? I guess, we'll never know.


Damn I have some weird dreams.

There are somethings scarier then what I did tonight. But I can't think of too many. And what did I part take in tonight??? Well, if you ever see 5 grown men sitting around a poker table singing "Glory of Love" Then you know exactly what I'm talking about. It was an interesting night to say the least.