I will bite my thumb at them, which is a disgrace to them, if they bear it.

I have to get up at 4:20. Pick up Jake, and be to work by 5:45. This is gonna suck ass. I can't fall asleep so, I'm watching Romeo and Juliet because I can't think of any other movies to watch right now. This movie is kinda depressing but that's the nature of it.

Romeo: Is love a tender thing? It is too rough, too rude, too boisterous, and it pricks like thorn.
Mercutio: If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking and you beat love down.

Yeah, love needs to be beat down every now and then. I'm not even sure what love is anymore, it's been a while since I've really felt it. I know what lust is, that one is pretty easy to figure out. And I'm pretty sure I've made love before, not just fucking around, but the general feeling of love has escaped me for so long I'm not sure what it feels like anymore. Either way, I do know it hurts, I can remember that much.