1/20/2004

well, I don't know. I think my Uncle is dying. He had 3 heart attacks in two days and right now the only thing keeping him living is a baloon pump. They've tried to take him off of it but his body can't survive without it right now. Their thinking about replacing his heart, but the chances of him living through that aren't good. Who knows, he's escaped death at least 5 times so far in life so maybe now will be another time.

On a lighter note, I purchased the Mariachi trilogy yesterday. I'm watching the the first movie right now, "El Mariachi." It's all in spanish so I have to read the subtitles. But it's a really good movie. I just thank God that the rest of the movies aren't in spanish. But I think I could watch it without the subtitles and still figure out what's going on. It's just one of those movies.

On another note. I haven't talked on this site like I used to for a while. Not every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still think about everything all the time. But I've said all that can be said here. So, what's done is done. And I'm coming to realize I have great friends, but not just a group of friends like I used to have, I have a few groups of friends, and I think I like it that way. It's good times. Latte