Well, I couldn't sleep w/o the earring in, so thus it has returned. That's weird that at first I couldn't sleep with it and now I can't sleep w/o it. Too weird...

Well, I took out my earring today. It just started bothering me. The feel of it and the look of it. I just don't need to deal with it right now. But I do need to deal with other things.

I don't know what's up with me lately, but I'm like uber-depresssed. I just feel like I have no place in life and stuff. I don't know, I'm just struggling. I just don't know, who or what I am anymore. I'm lost. I hate it when I feel like this, it just sucks. I know what I want, but there's no way to get it, and that pisses me off. God Dammit!!! I don't know.....

The Evanescence show was totally kick ass! They didn't have much nintendo shit there, but that doesn't matter, it was just freakin awesome. Evanescence sounded really different live than on their album and I have a completely new outlook of them, and I really hope they come out with a live album because they were metal through and through baby!!!!I got really exhausted after the Cold set because they rocked the house hard, and I was in the pit!!! I had to sit down through half of the Evanescence set because it was just so hot in the joint because the bastards don't have any A/C. DAMN HARPOS!!!!!!! GET SOME MORE FANS OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I WAS ABOUT TO FREAKIN DIE!!!!!!! And then after we left, Shane made us wait forever to meet Amy (lead singer of Evanescence), but the rest of us were pretty sure she wasn't coming out because we saw her brushing her teeth on the bus. It was fun. I liked Harpo's but it was way too freakin hot in that place to really enjoy it.

YAY!!! I got totally lost in Midland, and somehow got to Coleman. I have no idea where they are in relation to each other. But the play was cool, and it was a good time. Except fot the whole getting lost part, but thankfully Lindsey was nice enough to give us the right directions. Thanx Punk!

YAY!!! Home alone for a week again!!!! Life, is to good to me!! :(

I don't see the point of life anymore. All it is, is work, work, get pissed off, work, work, hang out with friends I like, work, work, call people I don't even know why I call anymore, work, work, hang out with friends I don't like, work, work. The world would be a lot better for me if I didn't hate so much of it. I don't even know the people I used to hang out with anymore, or the person I used to love. Everything is changing. I find myself hanging out with Shane and crew more than I hang out with anybody. I like those guys, they're a good crew, and we have common interests, which is good. The old crew is way into D & D. A little too much into D & D. A little too much into D & D, for me, but to each his own.

In other fun news, I'm going to see a play on thursday, YAY!!!!! I've seen it before, but it's a good play, and Midland can do no wrong in my eyes, so I'm really excited about it. And I get to see it with some people that really enjoy theater, that being Nick, Katie, and Roo. So lots of fun for me!!!!!

P.S.-I had to edit this post for reasons of my own, but I'd rather explain them in person so not to confuse anybody, because people can be confused rather easily, and things directed toward some, may sound like their directed toward others, life's a bitch like that.