Well, the site looks different yet again. Hopefully everyone out there has flash.... :) because if you don't you're pretty screwed. But oh well. That's life. And for reference that opening picture is a picture from my chicago trip last year and i really like Chicago skyline pics! And no Lindsey and I are not back together because I know how rumors can get started.

Ok, I did some more work on the site today. I've updated my links and bio page. I've also added a Comment feature to the Song of Day Section, so feel free to comment on the songs now.

What can I say? Umm....No really, what can I say?? Well, I could say that I'm one bad-ass mothafucker. I could say that. Or I could say that I'm the quite nice little boy next door that'd never hurt a fly. Or I could say I'm that preppy dressing punk kid. Or that crazy shirt wearing SOB. Or a million other things. Because I can say whatever I wanna say. But Right now I have nothing to say, so Fuck OFF!! or not because if I said that than that would be saying something and I don't want to say something right now, but as I write I guess I'm saying I don't want to say anything. ("Oh what a paradox" *note: I didn't say that, I put it in quotes and am thinking it, "HA!!!" *I thought that too).

Wow. With these new backgrounds on here. I feel like I might have some kind of God complex or something.

It is now time for Randy's Offical Ozzfest Report!! Ok, got there at the 9am after Bryce's car blew out a tire. Well, we started the day by watching the 2nd Stage. Grade 8 was the opening band. They were alright. I was just waiting to here the one song I knew by them that's constantly played at the Media Play. Later their lead singer came out into the crowd and nobody seemed to notice him but us, so that was kinda cool. Then was Depsewa, they were ok I've never heard them before. The next band we watched was MotoGrater. Picture tribal rock with a whole bunch of white guys in tribal paint. They were pretty cool. I'm gonna skip to main stage stuff now because, there weren't to many other 2nd stagers to mention. Ok, the DatSuns, DatSucked. I just couldn't feel anything they were giving out. Chevelle had great music, but their show kinda sucked, they didn't have much of a presence. Marilyn Manson fucking rocked!!!!! There were cops out in full force when he performed because apparently he's a convicted felon in Detroit. But his show was awesome and I deffinately want to seem him live again. Disturbed was awesome, but putting Manson on in front of them kinda killed their thunder. Korn was also awesome, but nothing different than you would see on any of their concert dvds. Ozzy fucking ruled man, he ruled! I couldn't understand a damn word he said when he wasn't singing, but he was awesome none the less. But Lindsey and I left early because it was a long day and we wanted to beat out some of the traffic so we left during one of the last songs. It wa an awesome concert though, and I really can't wait for the next one, and I'm still praying that Manson does some more touring.

Wow, long night last night. People didn't leave until 3am. But it was fun though. Saw a few people I hadn't seen in a while. It was good times.

Obie's been boarded for the week........this makes me sad, I miss that little ball of fur....

:(

I don't know what's up with me lately. I just feel out of it. I don't kow. I just wanna be happy again. Whatever that is. In other news, I starting to learn more and more about music management. It's really tough. I needs to find a good rock producer, and I'm quickly learning that rock is hella harder than rap to get recorded, jsut beacuse of everything you need. I'm also looking to see what it takes to get booked around here, and I'm figuring out original shit ain't worth a dime unless you give the fans some covers that they can relate to first. I'm still workin' on everything though.

Parents leaving for a week.....Oh what to do when parents and dog are gone. They're gone for a week, and boy I am I gonna be happy. Parents leaving Tuesday...hehe, then Ozzfest on Thursday.....YAY!!!!!! Too much fun people. Too much Fun!!! I can't handle the excitement. In other news, I'm still really bored, and i bought a cheap new scanner, so that I can make creepy new flash animations like the one to the left of this window, but with pictures. I've already created one, and posted it, but it's hidden on this site and you'll never find it, because I'm tricky like that, and if you do find it, and tell me what it is, you'll get a special secret prize. What's the secret prize?? I can't tell you numb nutz because it's a secret.

Well, looks a little different around here huh?? I got really bored and decided that this site really needed a different feel to it. So here it is. Once again a Re-Grand Opening of the Bizznitch Zone. (cuts Red Ribbon, applaude now!) YAY!!!! I really need to get more content on this site. It needs it badly.

Wow. If ya know me, ya know that I'm a person that isn't really easily upset. But when it comes to some matters, I can really get upset and not show it. For example, when I hear from someone I used to date about other people that are interested in her and the thought of that makes her happy. It upsets me. Not in a pissed off kind of way, but more of a I'd really like to rip these other guys hearts out kind of rage. I of course know why. If she doesn't know, she's blind as a bat. I don't wanna hear it. I want the hope that we might still have a chance someday! why? Because she said the same shit after we broke up only to hurt me again. That however isn't my motivation. My motivation is that there is no one else quite like her in the world. From her attitude to her beauty. To her street sense and intelligence. She knows what she wants, but then she also doesn't. I don't know. A piece of my heart gets crushed everytime I hear her speak of all these other guys. But as long as she ends up happy, I can't complain, because that's what really matters.

:'(

A storm is coming
A big thunderous, Cloudy, Rainy, Windy Storm
A tornado touches down right outside my house
I stare at it through a window wondering what it'd be like to let it take me
I open the window to get a closer look and feel the air as it flows through my hair
It looks like the thumb of God coming down and touching earth, but we are not worthy of being touched by God
It's like the quote, "I'm untouchable, but I'm forcing you to feel me"
You can't touch God but you can take him into your life, but I digress
I see a light
A mighty light shines down upon the entire scene
A light so beutiful that it blinds everyone that it shines over
It captivates me
Urging me to shut the window and return to safety
I see the light through the window now
The light takes a shape
A figure of a woman appears from the light
It is her, my light

written by Joey Numbers

Ok, so I bring more poetry out today, so what? deal with it.

Share the time again I spend with you A friend is always good to have But a lover's kiss is better than angels raining down at me I dream of you at times when your by my side Dream you're not just like you are So troubled and doubling my pain Just one more tear You shed for me I wish that I could climb inside your mind And spend some time and hug and hold you And mold you into what i'd like But no i can't do this Just a kiss to spend a while by you And your familiar smile and voice I lay awake Then you lean back and smiling On you Most everything you do for me, I say And the while let's make our way And feel warm In the middle of this storm with you Like an angel Oh, what the friends say is good is right I say When you were again And you were my friend Before the lie This one Say yes I do And with you Sometimes But while i do my best With all the rest i leave to you Can't wait for the hourAnd when two things become this All this trouble from a kiss from you, i'll do it And then you come up smiling And I'm thrown Into I get a little storm with you, I'll do it
Always Lover, line up and yeah The road to you is long and I've been on it for a while And a need a warm embrace I'll take a break And say I want to leave you awake Always I feel tired...

And if you think I actually didn't write that, well, you're right. Those are the poetic words of one Dave Matthews.........Just think.......

Oh God!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, yesterday, I tried to upgrade my computer. But, unknown to me, Dell's suck the cock to upgrade, so I tried. Long story short, some how my RAM got corrupted. So, I was looking at about 500-600 just to get up to the RAM speed I wanted. :(...But then I looked at the Best Buy Ad. New Computer, Faster than mine. With new monitor and printer........519.97 after Rebate....SUCCESSS!!!!!!! So I got a new computer today. With everything I wanted on it. YEAH!!!!! Now, I just gotta send in about $300 in rebates, but hey, I got a new computer, yeah for me!!! I'm #1, I'm #1