I don't know what's up with me lately, but I'm like uber-depresssed. I just feel like I have no place in life and stuff. I don't know, I'm just struggling. I just don't know, who or what I am anymore. I'm lost. I hate it when I feel like this, it just sucks. I know what I want, but there's no way to get it, and that pisses me off. God Dammit!!! I don't know.....