Wow. If ya know me, ya know that I'm a person that isn't really easily upset. But when it comes to some matters, I can really get upset and not show it. For example, when I hear from someone I used to date about other people that are interested in her and the thought of that makes her happy. It upsets me. Not in a pissed off kind of way, but more of a I'd really like to rip these other guys hearts out kind of rage. I of course know why. If she doesn't know, she's blind as a bat. I don't wanna hear it. I want the hope that we might still have a chance someday! why? Because she said the same shit after we broke up only to hurt me again. That however isn't my motivation. My motivation is that there is no one else quite like her in the world. From her attitude to her beauty. To her street sense and intelligence. She knows what she wants, but then she also doesn't. I don't know. A piece of my heart gets crushed everytime I hear her speak of all these other guys. But as long as she ends up happy, I can't complain, because that's what really matters.

:'(